December 15th, 2015,

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FINALLY DONE MY FIRST SEMESTER OF COLLEGE!!!!

It feels so good to finally be done and be on break where I can work more, and spend more time with my horse, and friends. And I already registered myself for next semester too, so that's out of the way. Taking 5 classes yet again, but this time it's only 14 credits instead of close to 18. Which I honestly don't mind because my math class is shorter and hopefully I will be done it quicker, which knocks me down to only 4 classes. Plus, I only will have English once a week, Wednesday mornings, and then 3 Equine classes, Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday nights as well. Which hopefully means at least 4-5 days of working a week and more time with my Rebel Rebel (horse).

So are you guys excited for Christmas being next Friday?! Like who isn't ready??? Because I know that I am not, at all ready. It just came so quickly, and the weather? Is it spring or winter? LOL.

But seriously, what do ya'll want for Christmas?

Well, Happy Holiday's! I'll be back later!

Thursday, November 19th, 2015

Good Afternoon,

So far today I have only had Math class and am currently sitting in English class. But OH. MY. GOD...I was getting to the point of almost killing this kid in math today. He wouldn't shut up, arguing with our professor like a child, banging on the computer table because he was getting frustrated, and then either listening to really loud Christmas music on Pandora or some comedy station and almost dying he was laughing so hard. I was really getting to the point where I was going to stand up, walk past him like i was going to the bathroom, and then (BAM!), sucker punch him.

You know I can only turn up my volume on my iPod, while listening to Trapt, so loud before either it kills my ears, or the teacher asks me to turn it down.

But now that, that is over, I can breathe, I am actually OK with how my day is going so far. We are going over controversial arguments over the Confederate Flag, and food. I don't get how those two work, but my professor has made it happen. 

Wednesday, November 18th, 2015

So my day has been good, right now though my boyfriend seems to think that it is okay to tell me what I am allowed to spend my free expensive movie tickets on and what I am not allowed to spend them on. My movie genre that I like are fantast, action adventure, and syfy with twist of romance. I do not watch comedies, or straight up romances or anything in between. And yet he seems to think that it is okay to tell me what I'm supposed to watch or like. But yes, I may be on that time of the month, and I may be in an emotional state, but that just isn't right! I don't judge him on what he likes to watch or what he wants to go see, so why does that give him the right to do that to me? Yes, I am getting a little heated over this but I can't help it. My hormones are screwed up and I hate it when people are trying to tell me what I am allowed to like/spend my things on.

But besides that, class was good, we started our hands on parts of the final exam because it is a basic horse handling class, and both of the two that I was chosen to do I got 100% on... go figure! It is like the easiest class I've ever taken!

Sunday, November 15th, 2015

Work was good today, we were extremely busy for a Sunday, which was weird because we are constantly slow. And I knew as soon as I walked in and my supervisor went into the back room to start to turn everything on that it was going to be busy because the phone had started to ring. And the lady wasn't even nice or understanding that we weren't open and that the systems weren't even up and running so she was bitching at for not having it all set up yet. Like um hello? We don't open until 11am and your calling in at 10:30. Guess what, you can call back when we are actually up and running and your in a better mood. Because I think you woke up on the wrong side of the bed.

But I can't really say that to a customer so I dealt with one bitchy customer after another, and that's how my day went.

And now I watching Once Upon A Time with Boo before we go up to bed and spend the rest of our night up there. I found a work out bike machine in their living room area and they said that I can use it, so before school tomorrow I am going to be working on the bike and get in my leg day for the start of the week. I'm kind of excited because I haven't in a while and I would like to get back into it too. So I think that's going to be a good start for my day. I'll probably do like an hour at least, and then rest before leaving for school.

Well Good Night guys, its been a long one and I'm ready for something relaxing and sleeping upstairs with Boo.

Hope ya'll sleep well!

Sunday, November 15th, 2015

So this week I am puppy sitting!!! She is such a cutie pie, she listens to me, watches syfy and Travel Channel every night with me because I am spending the week at her house with her. And she is a cuddler at night so I am extra warm.

Well anyway schools been going great, did I say that I was down to just four classes now? It's so nice being able to sleep in on Wednesday's or go riding in the morning before my 2-4 o'clock class. And I'm almost done my math class too, which is nice then I'll be down to just 3 classes to finish off the semester with.

But sadly, I can't go and register for next semester till I go with mom to officially move my address and living situation to within the state of Maryland so I can learn to live more on my own, and not have to pay for out of state extras to go to school. It's not that bad but every last dollar helps, right?

Well today I work 11-6:30, it's an all day shift at work and I'm kind of hoping we are some what dead because one of the newbies is working and he doesn't actually know how to do anything. He is willing yes, but he doesn't really do much and you have to keep checking up on him to make sure that he is actually doing what we asked. But hey, I guess everyone has their slow starts, I still need help with some things even after being there for 2 years now, so there isn't anything wrong with it.

Have I ever told you how frustrating college math is? I have been working on the same math objective since my two hour class Monday morning, so that is three days now, and I finally, FINALLY passed it. It has taken me almost three hours to complete it. *letting out a more than welcome hold of breath out* I can't tell you how many pens I have thrown across my room right now. But what's done is done and I can't be anymore happy.

How is everyone's day going? Was it filled with fun and exciting things? I hope so, this world is going on the verge of being boring. And I can't take a boring life, I like my spiced up, non-human involved life.

Wednesday, November 4th, 2015

Hey guys so I just found out that my CIS 101 class, that I take every Wednesday morning I don't have to go to for the rest of the semester now. I just took my PowerPoint test on the computer and scored  high enough that I no longer have to go. And get this, my teacher is going to plug in 100% for all of the homework assignments that I would normally have to be going to take. So ya ya for me! Now I get to sleep in a little more on Wednesday's, and I can go ride my horse before my 2 o'clock EQS class.

But besides that, college is going great. I have a paper due for English class tomorrow that I'm just about done, and I only have two more objectives in my math class to complete. And I'm aiming to get those done before Thanksgiving so I will be down to just taking three classes to end out this semester. So technically now I'm down to just taking four college classes. I went from six to four in what, one month? Two months? Not bad.

Work has been great too, I worked yesterday 10-4 and the rest of this week I only work Friday 12-6 and Saturday 10-4 again, so about 16.30 hours of work. I'm hoping next week I can get in a total of four days to help bring in the money because I'm starting to save up for a car.

What kind do you guys think I should get? I'm thinking somewhere under the Dodge brand, but drop your comments below and give me some ideas. I'm open for anything.

October 27th, 2015

So college keeps me busy. I'm still taking 5 classes, but they are all seemingly pretty easy so far. Nothing too hard has popped up and I hope it really stays that way. The only class I'm honestly worried about is my Introduction to Computer Concepts or CIS 101-05, as the schools calls it. I can do everything perfectly here on the computers at school, and then when I go home, well nothing seems to work. I don't know what it is...maybe my computer is bi-polar with my work. But my grade is still good, mid 80's, so no worries yet.

My equine classes are so much fun! I have learned so much over the past few days that I didn't realize I needed to know, even though I've been working with horses all of my life. It's incredible how accepting my professor is and open to trying something new from everyone of the others students, as well as me, every time our classes come up. We've already gone on one field trip, and she is already planning where the next one is going to be! And get this...each field trip counts for both of my classes, so I don't even have to go to one of them the week we have the trips!! 

I have also asked to pick up extra work hours/days at my weekend job, so now I work 4 days a week and have classes the other 3 days. It works out great being able to work during the week gives my ADHD self something to focus on so I'm not too insane. But it also helps with if I want to take the weekends off to go visit Temple University, where my boyfriend is going to college, or do horse shows, or just take a break and have a study/homework day. It's great! I have gotten so many wonderful comments about my "sales personality" but really I'm just being dead honest with our customers. I think honesty goes a whole lot farther then if you try to fake it and they find out. (Not a good place to be then).

So I came up to the library to work on some math before I go for my Basic Horse Handling class at 2, and I haven't actually done any other that yet ha ha. Just been here, so I better actually go!

I am trying to get back into writing more on here for the rest of the semester, so keep an eye out! Oh! And on Halloween there will be a surprise, so look out!

~Happy October

So I've been away for a little while. But I'll always come back. I mean I don't have anywhere exciting to go to any time soon... Oh wait that may have been a lie.

So classes have been good, not getting easier, but also not getting harder. And thank god for that one. I swear if they had gotten any harder within this past week... *shudders* I don't know what I would do. But then again.. what could I do? I don't give up that easy.

Plus, I sadly had to drop my second job *cries to self* but at least now I'll be able to get my college work done, take care of my horse, survive my weekend job without feeling like a zombie, and still sleep. Which was probably the one thing that I was having troubles with. SLEEPING of all things was getting hard for me to do and find time for. I mean who doesn't sleep? Well besides vampires and the creatures that tend to go bump in the night, but aren't humans supposed to sleep at least 7-8hrs a night?? That's what I've grown up being told, but I seem to need less and less sleep now a days. *gasps* Wait! What if I'm turning into a vampire?! He He the things I could do...

Finally on my last class of the day, Yay! But who knows this could be one of the hardest months of my life so far. Anyone have any ideas about how I could get through this? It's 7:40pm and I'm not even done class till like around 9:30pm and then wont get home till around 10ish. And then guess what? Yup more homework. Gotta take an online pre-test for my computer class and if I get an 80% or higher I don't have to go to that class till the next pre-test is ready. That's AMAZING! But I also have some English work that I need to get done as well hat I didn't know about before today. *sad face*

One class done for the day, two more to go and I still have to pick up new books for my night class tonight. Who knows when I'll get home and who knows when I'll get all of my work done tonight either. I don't get it, why is my life so hard? But hey the harder I am on myself now, hopefully the easier it will be later on in life when I'm living on my own.

Damn this library is cold... but at least being down in the children's area I'm not bothered by anyone at the moment. Gives me the ability to breathe and let go of everything. Honestly, I hate it here. I worked all four years of my high school career and loved being in the library, but I'm just not making the same connections as I did over there. I think being away from it for so long is what had changed me.. Oh well!

So guys how are we doing tonight? What are your plans? Gotta be better than mine, right? Hit the comment button or the +1 button to let me know that I'm not just talking to myself. Don't be shy, I promise I wont bite ya.

My nights are boring, being alone all the time. But hey I got two more hours to go and then I can go home and run. Yes, in the dark... its not scary, I love being in the dark! Maybe I'm inhuman... He he wanna find out? No? Okay, I can do rejection.

Have an amazing night everyone, cause I know my only amazing part will be the running in the dark! :P

Well let's just say one week down, and I'm not even two days into week two! My brain isn't working anyone, my physical body is fine. I'm everywhere that I should be physically, but now mentally... oh let me tell you... mentally is another story in general. Mentally I'm no where near sound.

So here I am, on a day where I don't have any college classes and should be relaxing right? HA! You're wrong Haley... here you are sitting at home on your day off working on 8hrs of math homework, and trying to type an essay on The Social Horse. (OK the essay wont be too hard because I love horses) But still, not how I planned on spending my day off here.

Oh and to make matters worse I have to go to work 4-8 and Close at the Library tonight. But I think I might be dropping that job. 6 college classes, 3 jobs and a horse (but I'm keeping the horse!) is way to much for my poor brain. I'm not sleeping at night, not functioning during the day with being tired and all, but then when I go to sleep at night I can't because my poor brain wont shut off.

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So busy day, two almost three hour classes this morning with barely any time to eat, get home, change, eat again and then get on the road to head to work.

College is hard. Yeah it's harder than high school, duh, but between having three jobs, being full-time at a commuting college and working my days around training horses, when do I shut down? I don't and it's crazy I know. Trust me.

So here I am now trying to relax my brain at work and get enough done so I'm not completely dead yet.